Breakaway

Darlings.

2012-02-10T09:30:00.000+08:00

Sometimes.

2012-02-09T19:35:00.002+08:00

I rarely succumbed to make up.

Can't Live Without It.

2012-02-08T10:57:00.002+08:00

Ahhh.. Diet Gone.

2012-02-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

Hopes.

2012-01-31T00:28:00.002+08:00

Colors and Leopard Print

2012-01-29T14:43:00.000+08:00

Bloody Red.

2012-01-26T17:04:00.000+08:00

A Getaway.

2012-01-25T15:27:00.003+08:00

Penang, 2012.

Too Long.

2012-01-13T23:24:00.002+08:00

Time to groom it, yay or nay?

Froggie

2012-01-13T00:30:00.001+08:00

@ Bread Story

Steam It.

2012-01-10T23:12:00.001+08:00

What makes me calm is the choices of food here.

It's Coming.

2012-01-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

But I think I'm gonna be left behind this year. :(

Carl's.

2012-01-07T00:49:00.000+08:00

Sunny Day.

2012-01-05T23:27:00.002+08:00

Indulge on a stick ice-cream on a sunny day, today. :)

Canine.

2012-01-05T23:21:00.001+08:00

The K9 Unit of Balai Polis Pulapol, KL. The black German Shepherd above is named Bexo. :)

Twenty-Twelve

2012-01-05T14:18:00.003+08:00

Kick start the year 2012 with a Red Bull cause I gotta burn the midnight oil and study.

The Last of It.

2012-01-01T04:57:00.002+08:00

I was studying almost everywhere or anywhere until I realized it... Happy New Year, guys! I bet 2012 gonna be more challenging. Been holding back myself from making a recap post about 2011, and I made it! Refuse to glance back. Papa said 'let bygone be bygone'.

Somewhere in Kelantan,

2011-12-27T12:23:00.003+08:00

"We missed amoi" - they said.

:')

Coursemates

2011-12-27T12:19:00.000+08:00

Treat.

2011-12-19T16:02:00.002+08:00

Spaghetti with meatballs, a treat from arjuna after three days of eating only a few handful of rice and many many many sleepless nights.

Priceless.

2011-12-12T22:43:00.003+08:00

@ #TwtupTwilight, credits to Ob Af

A simple thing happened that make me lost control of my plans, financially. I never thought it could be this hard. Cried in the nights and in the morning, hoping for just a hint of sunlight to shine on me. Been pushing myself hard into finding the solutions to this problem. I am working on it. Hoping it will be solved soon. To have those people that keeps on being your backbone especially in the time like this, it is priceless, and I am thankful to Allah for that. Syukur.

On the other note;

If you guys can help me, please promote this link: Casey for Sale.

Spread the news, guys. Your help are much appreciated. :)

Little Things That Make You Fall Hard.

2011-12-12T22:37:00.002+08:00

Little did I know that this picture will be the last picture that was taken by my bold 3. :( Dear thief, Karma will chase you. Soon.

Night Snacks.

2011-12-05T15:31:00.002+08:00

Night snacks and drinks while its raining with Arjuna.

Old Town White Coffee, South City, Sri Kembangan.

Things We Don't See Often.

2011-12-05T07:49:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, only in the car while driving through the traffic jam then I can be silly with my co-pilot.

Next.

2011-12-03T20:21:00.003+08:00

I don't know what is this feeling that makes me feel inadequate sometimes. Life can be so intimidating that I felt like covering under my blanket until the next best thing came to me. But then, it's with me right now. And I hope, forever. Amiin.

Something Different.

2011-11-29T20:07:00.003+08:00

Things doesn't seem so bright always. Sometimes, there might be something in your way. In my case, its a whole new front tyre for my car. *sigh* But I keep telling myself to keep a positive vibe always. Things happen for a reason, don't they? So, instead of smiling sweetly, I guess why not try something different?

Like this:

Have a good December, guys. :)

Mengapa?

2011-11-28T03:33:00.002+08:00

Dalam mana susah senang bersama, yang susah itu lah, yang sering berat dipikul.

Please, Have A Slice of My Heart.

2011-11-24T18:45:00.002+08:00

I am hurt. There are so many people who wants to be keyboard warriors nowadays. There may be some few things I did in life that may not get approval from any of you out there, but if only, you can see how I was struggling with those decisions and actions. For now, I am going through what most of we are going through, what my mom had been through, what my grandmother had been through. Life. You'll see that I'll be entering another phase of life in another few years, and another again in few years more. Its .... Life.

Are You Readyyyyy?

2011-11-24T18:22:00.001+08:00

I know I am :)

This Saturday, #TwtupTwilight at e@Curve, 1645.

Long.

2011-11-16T23:33:00.003+08:00

Longing for another impromptu trip.

Longing for the fun of it, the smell of it, everything.

But this time, with another person, cause there's a hole in my heart.

Urrrrmmmmm.

2011-11-07T14:56:00.004+08:00

Taman Botani, Putrajaya.

That Weekend.

2011-11-05T15:56:00.003+08:00

Usually, I only visit Putrajaya when I want to catch cheap Wednesday movie ticket at GSC Alamanda. But the other day, I dragged arjuna to the Presint 2 Putrajaya just to watch a teater competition. I do like to watch teater, I just didn't get the chance yet to watch one at Istana Budaya. T_T Anyway, after the show, we went to visit our friend who works as an architect for KFC Holdings at the 'Stop Hunger' Walk Campaign. She gave us free foods (yes, its the KFC chicken and some Rasamas muffins ). Because of all the free foods we had eaten, we decide to burn some calories so we stopped by Taman Botani and went to check out the view. End up, we almost jogged in there due to our enthusiasm. -.-"

Can you see the orange shirt people behind me? They were preparing themselves for the Charity Walk. Peeps, let's stop hunger. *stuff food in my mouth*

#OctTwtFest

2011-11-05T15:36:00.003+08:00

At the #OctTwtFest (October Tweet Fest) event on 22nd October at Digi HQ Shah Alam. We broke the world record! :)

Can you spot me in this article's picture at The Star Online? :p

Food in Blackberry's Perspective.

2011-10-24T20:16:00.002+08:00

Homemade spaghetti carbonara with meatballs.

McDonald's Hot Cakes with sausage set.

Nadrah Hassan's 5 layer red velvet cake.

Classic cheese cake, Secret Recipe, Alamanda Putrajaya.

Nadrah Hassan's homemade lasagna and spaghetti.

Nasi Ayam Lemon, Pak Li Kopitiam, Shah Alam.

Mee Rojak Uniten, Bangi.

Cendol Uniten, Bangi.

The best curry mee in Kuantan, mee kari Hoi Yin at Teluk Chempedak, Kuantan.

Superbly weird hot dogs at TGV Mines.

Tutti Frutti: Chocolate, Vanilla, and Red Velvet flavours froyo with various topping.

Sirloin steak at D'One Steak House, Bangi.

Scholas's Birthday Surprise.

2011-10-17T12:46:00.003+08:00

We gather at Anna's house around two hours before the arrival of the birthday girl, along with the preparation of the birthday cake, nasi goreng and some tid-bits. We hid in the dark kitchen while waiting for Scholas's arrival and when she did arrived, oh well, she was really surprised that she ran all the way back into the living room and hopped onto a sofa and cover her face. She thought we were ghosts. -_-"

Happy birthday Scholastica Maria. #gengsekapal loves you :*

Masa.

2011-10-11T20:34:00.004+08:00

Kalau diberi peluang aku mahu layan semua kawan rapat aku dengan setiap saat yang aku ada.

Maaf #gengkuantan,

Aku yang hina.

Braid.

2011-10-11T15:05:00.001+08:00

Adinda's touch.

High and Lights?

2011-10-11T12:02:00.004+08:00

Tried some few little highlights. Doesn't satisfy me enough. I want something bolder.

He's back!

2011-10-08T15:52:00.001+08:00

My Casey is back to life and this is the first picture I'd snapped after checking it out from the hospital. Oh, I miss my Casey. (its my camera) :)

Soul. Mate.

2011-09-28T23:09:00.003+08:00

picture credits to opaq studio

If your heart had been broken into pieces before, you might have come to a situation where you tell yourself that you won't give another 90% of your heart to anyone, anymore. You will say that you won't give all of yourself to them anymore. That you will be in control of yourself and of your heart. You fought through the time, met and be friends with more people and make scandals here and there until, finally, you fall head over heels again over this one stranger who had eventually become your soulmate now. If your life story is the same as what I had said earlier, than we have the same story. :)

#twtupRaya Photos

2011-09-23T16:53:00.002+08:00

More photos from the #twtupRaya events :)
What is #twtupRaya? You can read about it from my previous post, here.

@farhanothman88 & @hafizizran

I can't remember a few tweethandles from the pictures above. I'll just mention those I know: @jojo3y, @farhanothman88, @alloyah, @pittfauzi, @hafizizran, @khairulazkar, @yeirkif, @ciksenah

There are @karrotgold (the yellow baju melayu), @faliqfahmie (the purple baju melayu) and @pittfauzi (the brown baju melayu)

Its the same crowd again minus a few people.

Annnd its me and my leng chai, @pittfauzi. Leng chai is his petname for me. :p

Next tweetup event is the #twtupOctoberFest. I might be going. So, if you are a fellow twitterians too, why don't you say hye to me when you meet me there? :)

X.O.X.O

2011-09-21T20:30:00.003+08:00

Life at Sheffield doesn't look so bad after all, ye bro? Come back to Malaysia in one piece. And if there's any riot again, please hide in the basement. :p I envy your picture above. I is jealous. I is sad. Xoxo

#twtupRaya

2011-09-20T12:29:00.002+08:00

from left: @pittfauzi, @DyanahR, @jojo3y, @farhanothman88, @hafizizran, me.

#twtupRaya or Tweetup Raya is a meet up event of fellow twitterians in Selangor and KL area. The event was handled by @faliqfahmie, @ainaazizi and friends. It was a huge success (except for the food) but the objectives to meet up and make new friends were achieved. I had fun with my #gengsekapal friends even though not all of them, but still, making new friends are fun. :) Make a twitter account and then you'll know the meaning of all the # that I seldom used here. HEHE.

Follow me on Twitter: @ellyelinna

Life is A Wheel.

2011-09-19T19:13:00.002+08:00

You gives me a premature ventricular contraction.

Translation: You make my heart skips a beat.

-no strings attached

As hard as you try to make sure that you're not attached to any strings, you'll find that you are, in the end.

Life is a wheel.

Terbang.

2011-09-12T22:12:00.002+08:00

Dalam jaga, semua hampir bawa haluan masing-masing.

Dalam tidur, semua hampir mengejar cita-cita masing-masing.

Selamat jalan Nadrah, saya sayang awak.

TMAD Promo: Raya Edition.

2011-09-06T11:38:00.004+08:00

Once again guys, I would like to promote the zine written by Adi Wafi called Two Months & A Day. A zine filled with poems and writings about the moments of him with a girl who he had fell in love with until he was hurt not only once but twice. It's more like a diary but in poem language.

Interested? Contact Adi Wafi through his:

- Facebook

- Twitter

- Phone (0132113196)

Price: RM10 (including postage and handling)

Konvoi Raya #GengKuantan

2011-09-05T20:28:00.003+08:00

First, rumah Ain. And then, rumah Izzat. And then, rumah Wafi. And then, rumah Fatin. And then, rumah Nadrah. naik 2kg. serious. Gemuk lah diri saya yang dah sedia gemuk.

What You've Been Waiting For.

2011-09-03T20:15:00.002+08:00

3rd Convoy Raya with Geng Kuantan.

3rd time posing at Fatin Suhana's tangga rumah.

2nd time poster KAMI.

more pictures soon! :)

Selamat Hari Raya :)

2011-08-31T14:00:00.003+08:00

Just a quick sneak peek of my first three days of raya. Nothing much.

Selamat Hari Raya everyone, maaf zahir dan batin. :)

Tree Under.

2011-08-29T00:12:00.004+08:00

Another lazy day spent with my beloved girls and brothers from another mothers. HEHE. We went for a movie (Final Destination 5 3D) and then roam around the Padini Concept Store to catch what's left of the big bargain. There were so many people, I swear I was suffocated that I headed out of the store five minutes later. Then, I came back in because I don't want to be left out. -.-" Then, we hit the beach and had our iftar together for the last time this year at Tree Under. Sweet memories :)

I.

2011-08-27T04:05:00.000+08:00

Am not flawless. Am normal. :)

What is Your Greatest Fear?

2011-08-26T02:10:00.001+08:00

I guess my greatest fear is when people change.

Because based on my past experience, they tend to leave.

Mad World.

2011-08-25T02:55:00.004+08:00

How can you be such an angel? You sacrificed everything even if I'm not asking for it. Its not fair for you. I want you to be happy. Just as you want me to be. Be protective, be a caring person, be fun, be spontaneous, be you. I am touched by your intention. But honey, I'm suffering here. Don't change. Don't stop caring. Don't stop telling me what is right and what is wrong. I miss you. You've been missing a few days. Come back.

Where is My Muse?

2011-08-24T21:47:00.003+08:00

I've been feeling different lately. I am not myself. I am certainly not well too. There is something different about me now. Not only me. But also my other half. There's something off here. And I certainly can detect lies faster than a dirty spot on a white cloth. Sometimes, I just choose to look away from that lies for a while. There's a new danger in town too. I am ready to try something new and not afraid of it anymore. This evening I cut my hair and fringe in that Japanese style, and I feel nothing about it. I feel numb. I've been told that feeling numb is very dangerous and can be destructive to life.

But...

Where is my muse?

I Miss That Beach.

2011-08-21T02:51:00.004+08:00

The thing about me and adinda is that, I feel empty without her at my side. Especially at Kuantan. I haven't been to T.C (Pantai Teluk Chempedak) ever since I came back to Kuantan since early this month until tonight. I haven't eaten BurgerMbira until tonight. Come back soon Farrah. I miss doing all those things with you. Chit chat by the beach at evening. Or even playing swings at Taman Teruntum. HAHA. I'm a good daughter, just eating and sleeping at home day and night now *halo above head*.

And I most certainly miss these guys. :'(

I Feel Loved.

2011-08-19T14:12:00.004+08:00

Fatin Suhana just post a tearful post on her blog about my beautiful GengKuantan, here. I don't have much to say as Fatin already says it all. What I know is that I am so thankful to be a part of them. They are not just friends but they are my family. Nadrah is going to fly to UK for her two years degree course. I will be missing her so much as I will lose a partner in screaming aloud while watching horror movie and eating two mash potatoes. :p I will miss her cuteness while she's driving too. I don't want us to be far away from each other. The fact that Paan had went to UK also make me feel like something is missing. And now its Nadrah. However, they will always be here *point at my chest*.

I love you guys.

Syawal 2010

From The Kitchen.

2011-08-18T10:56:00.004+08:00

I have started to bake again. It has been almost a year, I think, since the last time I bake. Mama nagged at me for being such a lazy ass, being a couch potato every day. She's the one who encouraged me to start baking again, and take those cookies order. The thing is I have to use my own money to buy the ingredients. T_T I want to claim it with papa, but I don't know how -_-" The other day, I'd tried to bake red velvet cake. It was nice. I think I'm gonna do it one more time with layers of frosting and cream cheese for Raya.

And these cookies are ready for my customers :D

Sudden Melancholy Feelings.

2011-08-16T04:09:00.007+08:00

I remember those times where I felt so unloved. I felt like being used or worse, betrayed by someone I love. But God always have something better for us in returns for every pain that we have to endure. God won't put us in those painful situations if we can't carry the burden. I'm a big believer of everything that happens, happen for a reason. There's always a silver lining in every cloud. He got into an accident, and then we both got into an accident together, and then there's a conflict with a friend of ours, then the house, the money for food and many more. But God, thank you. Because if its not him but someone else who is more painful in the ass or hothead; I can't survive all of these challenges You had lay-ed upon me. When I feel unwell, he take care of me. When I crave for something, he will buy it for me and its like everyday. He even cook sahur for me once.

I am blessed. Syukur Ya Allah, Alhamdulillah.

I'm gonna be away from him every day now because I will be at Cheras and he will be at Serdang. But Serdang and Cheras is not very painful of a journey for a dinner or two every week, kan?

Cookies Order

2011-08-15T21:55:00.004+08:00

I can't remember since when I did this, probably about two years ago, but I am sooo crazy about cookies and cupcakes that I love to bake them myself to fulfill my own hunger :p Little I know after that I started bake for others and taking orders.

Those who lives in Kuantan, can order this cookies from me.

The quotation prices are as follows:

Chocolate chip cookies : 50 pcs for RM27

Chocolate chip cookies + M&Ms : 50 pcs for RM30

(cupcakes order only if there is demand)

(order can only be made until before 5th september before I'm going for my practical)

Contact: inbox me at my Facebook page or leave a comment here.

Drools.

2011-08-15T12:54:00.002+08:00

Come On.

2011-08-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

Keep on going, that's what they said. Keep on going.

July and August Loves.

2011-08-13T12:29:00.004+08:00

Girlfriends.

2011-08-11T22:18:00.003+08:00

I went out with the girlfriends today, my lovely Fatin Suhana, Nadrah Hassan and Nadia Rustham. They are all a successful person now. Fatin and Nadrah are models for magazines and Yaya is a singer under the OTS (Online Talent Search) by @Pentas. I am still here, a normal student, making me wonder what have I done with my life the past year. Hahaha. I'm talking about my future already. Anywaaaay, I received a surprise from Fatin! A birthday present, a perfume from The Body Shop. Oh, I love it. My Body Shop perfume was finished last month and I'd been dying for a new one. Girl, you're the best! :) Thank you so much!!

We went out for a movie and then stop by the pasar ramadhan in front of the stadium to buy some foods for iftar. Happy moments. God bless us. :)

all pictures are credits to Fatin Suhana and Nadrah's Lumix GF2

Promo: Two Months & A Day.

2011-08-10T23:12:00.004+08:00

Two Months & A Day is a zine produced by a close friend of mine, Wafi. This zine is a combination of all the poems he had write from the first day he fell in love with this one girl until she broke his heart not once, but twice. If you're a language person or a person who just love a good love story, please PLEASE read this. Romantis gitu.

Even Fatin Suhana reads it:

And Nadrah Hassan too:

and Adnan Abu Hassan too:

And Wani Ardy too:

For purchase, contact Adi Wafi at 013-2113196 or find him on Facebook:

http://www.facebook.com/mohdwafi

Only for RM5 (add rm3 for postage fee)

Full Post: Iftar at Padang.

2011-08-08T21:06:00.004+08:00

Oh yeah, we went for some dessert at tutti frutti. Froyo :p

All pictures are courtesy to Nadrah's Lumix GF2.

Defined It.

2011-08-08T05:59:00.005+08:00

Its hard when you are always being together with him day and night that when you actually being far apart, make things around you feel . . . . . weird. I'm learning love without definition. And I think I'm turning into Yaya. :P For once, I am kinda afraid to say more as I don't want to jinx it.

Yup, I am turning into Yaya. *nodding seriously*

Preview: Iftar at Padang.

2011-08-08T05:27:00.002+08:00

Another GengKuantan's tradition, iftar at the famous Kuantan's Padang MPK 2. There is a big Bazaar Ramadhan there. Usually the Kuantanese will buy some food there and then lay on some mattresses on the large field, and iftar together there. We kept on telling stories about the past this time, nostalgic things, things that happened here last year that last until today. More pictures from Nadrah's Lumix GF2 coming soon. Here are photos from my blackberry. Btw, did I tell you? My 450D Canon (Casey) is sick. Hence the lack of nice pictures. T_T

Late Birthday Celebration.

2011-08-06T20:44:00.002+08:00

My late birthday celebration was at the Seoul Garden, One Utama. Being fully sponsored by Azri Hafiz. Adinda and Wafi was there too. :) And oh, Wafi got me a present, in a paperbag. So cute :p. Adinda bought me a feather necklace and feather ring from Forever21 boutique there. Oh my :D

I am so blessed with them :)

And behind the memory card's box is written: "Untuk memori kita semua" by Wafi. :')

Did I mention before that Wafi is a talented writer? He already produced a zine called "Two Months & A Day" More of that in my next post later. :)

Early Birthday Celebration.

2011-07-28T09:12:00.003+08:00

Surprise, surprise! I turned 22 last Monday. My sweet friends agree to make an early celebration at Anna's house. Did I mention that I have some new friends since I make my world move to the center of Malaysia, here? Yeah, it was them who celebrated it with me. Adinda not even there for me. Pfft.

Paan Husni had redeemed his one year of missing in action from me by buying me an ice cream cake Baskin Robin. Oh my! I am soooo happy for this one. I swear to God I almost cry when I had my first bite of this cake and remember of him. What a good friend and a brother, he is. He was there when I was sick, when I was heartbroken, when I was in my emo-sad-mood. Eventhough he can't be there the day I celebrating this, it felt like he was there too. Thanks Paan, for everything :')

the ice cream cake

introducing Anna AB and Yeirkif -.-"

and that's my arjuna's hand

I am so glad for my new family members, hoping for a long lasting friendship like mine with the Kuantanese. By the waaaay, the Kuantanese is planning something for me this Sunday. Wafi already asked me to empty my schedule that day. Dude, I take leave on that day just for you! It better be awesome. :P

But I Do Now.

2011-07-22T07:51:00.003+08:00

I never thought I can smile again from my heart. Thank you, to you.

Catching Up.

2011-07-22T07:06:00.002+08:00

So what have I done in the past month? I've been filling my holiday with work, work and work as a waitress at a hotel's coffee house, here, at Serdang/Bangi/Sri Kembangan. Hahaha. You can choose any of that three places :P There's no holiday trip or vacation but only impromptu trips and movie outings and night lepaking session at any local shisha joint.

I get to:

rent a house with a few housemates
work waiting tables
make some new friends
meet some new enemy and haters
found out that there are just some people that just too twisted in their inside that they can screw your brains out and everyone around them.
learn how to scrub my own toilet -.-"
discover some places that sell things I love at cheap prices! Downtown, Time Square, etc.

There are a few impromptu trips that I made with my friends. There is a trip where me and only pitt went for a walk around KL after my job interview. We get a few free studs for our new piercing. We even get the identical one. There is a trip where me, farah and pitt went to Bangsar and we shop and shop and shop there and then get some tutti frutti and then went to time square again and shop and shop and shop there and then I get a new piercing.

Now, left one more month before new semester starts. Should be enjoying more. Hehe. I can't wait for this weekend and next weekend as me and my friends have some plans, awesome plans. :)

ps: my big canon camera, Casey, is sick! Oh my, money money money. :(

Adinda.

2011-07-21T22:29:00.001+08:00

Banyak sembur adinda. Banyak bebel adinda. Banyak melaha adinda.

Tapi sayang tetap sayang. okbai.

Double. Face.

2011-07-17T15:07:00.005+08:00

Its such a shame when you said you're the innocent one. When you said you're the one who were stuck in the middle. You don't have to be a double-face person to make everybody around you happy. Just be true to yourself and the others around you. Just be happy with your own decisions. You're my adinda 'til the end of world. I love you and miss you.

Let It Go.

2011-07-12T22:22:00.001+08:00

The only reason that I protect my twitter is that I don't want you to hurt yourself anymore by stalking me.

Live your life and I live mine.

The Hatred, I'm letting it go.

Sekali Lagi.

2011-07-12T22:10:00.003+08:00

Semua kelakuan dan keputusan yang dibuat, apa yang orang nampak?

Keburukan.

Orang tak akan pandang niat di sebaliknya.

Orang tak akan fikir dari segi positif.

Macam dalam cerita 'Sekali Lagi'.

Aku cuba untuk tak ambil kisah tentang apa yang kau fikirkan pasal aku.

Tentang apa yang kau cuba sampaikan pada aku.

Tentang apa yang kau akan sampaikan pada orang lain.

Sama ada versi yang benar atau yang palsu seperti yang bisa kau lontarkan.

Yang penting bagi aku, orang yang aku sayang tahu cerita sebenar tentang tindakan aku.

Itu saje.

Kau menang. Aku tak kisah hal menang kalah.

Kau boleh ambil kemenangan itu.

Nadrah's Royal Tea Birthday Party.

2011-07-11T13:21:00.003+08:00

It was a very nice weekend. I get to meet the Kuantanese and also Paan who had fly to London last year. The day was started with a very nice breakfast at Mee Kari Hoi Yin Restaurant, Teluk Chempedak with Yeirkif, Paan and Farrah Aien. Then we headed to Secret Recipe. Then, off we go to Nadrah's Royal Tea Birthday Party. Happy birthday, hunn. May you always be happy and more happy in the future too. And, of course, successful! :) xoxo

It Had Been A While.

2011-07-10T22:55:00.003+08:00

It had been almost a month and a week, I think, since I have write anything here. There are so many things happen in that period of time. I am so exhausted, emotionally. Fret not, now that my broadband is back on my hand, I'm gonna be blogging back like before. Oh, writing, I miss you much. :P

The Rest From The Trip.

2011-06-01T21:43:00.002+08:00

Picture credits to Yeirkif Abdullah

2011-05-24T15:02:00.001+08:00

Panching, 2011.

Picture credits to Yeirkif Abdullah.

Be Careful For What You Wish For.

2011-05-21T11:46:00.002+08:00

picture credits to Rezza Petra

When time goes by and you don't give a damn anymore, you're surprised by how strong you can be. I don't wish for a soul-mate nor a true love. Not now. Not anymore. If there is someone who can makes me happy and not bored with him after two weeks, who can play along with me and not talking about feelings, who can be with me but not in a serious way, I'll be glad. For now, that's all I wish. But wait, be careful for what you wish for. That is why, friends, you guys are my number one. :)

Weirdly Retarded

2011-05-21T11:28:00.003+08:00

I've lost my memory card that contains all the pictures from the roadtrip and waterfall bbq last weekend. Argggggghhhhh! I hope I can find it back, you know, the moment when you're not looking for it anymore then it will appear? That's what I'm hoping for to happen. *crossing fingers*

Anyway, here is how retarded Fatin Suhana, Nadrah Hassan and me when we meet after a while. Gaaah! Hometown besties <3

Weehoo.

2011-05-14T06:14:00.003+08:00

pictures credit to Moez

The three elmo(s) photographers: Khairul Azkar, Nabil and Moez came to Kuantan last Wednesday for a little "Kuantan sight seeing". While they were there, they shoot Fatin Suhana and Nadrah Hassan for a while at Fatin's house and Teluk Chempedak. I was there to accompany them and also to welcome Fatin and Nad who just came back to Kuantan that exact day! Weehooo :D Super Duper Weekend 3 is on this weekend. Yeirkif and Zahiera came all the way from Bangi bringing my Farrah Aien along to Kuantan. We are going to have some fun fun fun fun. No, actually, lotsa fun! :DD

Help Needed!

2011-05-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps, me and my bff is competing in a contest by Alesya Boutique. I know I've been wearing shawls on and off but I still do love to collect them. For my future, I guess. I'm a normal human who is struggling with my image identity for years now. What you had seen on this blog is not entirely true for what I had been wearing for the past few years. Only those who close to me knew. This is my answer to you too, dear Anonymous. Thanks for your comment though, I appreciate it very much :)

Anyway, I need your guys help to let me and my adinda Farrah Aien to become the winner of this contest!

Please click 'Like' this page first:

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Butik-Alesya-shawls-scarves/120645448004603

And then, click 'Like' at this picture:

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=150949394974208&set=a.142838719118609.29909.120645448004603&type=1

Thank you so much guys :)

"we’re so different yet we are good being together. I pray for God to keep her beside me till we died". -quoted from Farrah Aien

Telemovie Malam Khamis.

2011-05-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

This is a compilation video of quite a few nonsense videos that me, Nadrah Hassan, and Fatin Suhana had recorded during their photoshoot at Fatin's house last night. This video is dedicated to #GengKuantan: Wafi, Farrah Aien, Paan, Nadia Rustham, Izzat Akram, Azri Hafiz and others. Lets gather this weekend! :)

Deeds.

2011-05-10T10:34:00.001+08:00

With adinda Farrah Aien on the day we watched Scream 4 and Penunggu Istana.

Dreams.

2011-05-10T10:25:00.003+08:00

picture credits to Hafiz Seven

I have so many plans and so many dreams right now. But I don't know if I can achieve all of them. I will work hard, sure. Right now I am working part time to find some money to fix my mum's car. That car means a lot to me. That car was here since I were small. That car teach me how to ride a manual car. That car obeys my desire to drive over road dividers. That car willingly let my sister crash it into the house's gate. Okay, I'm off topic. I have a few business ventures in mind. One about fashion with Nadrah Hassan. Another is about something with Farrah Aien. Papa said I can go for it and try my best after I graduated. Its another one year. Oh well, I guess that will be the right time.

Stucked in the Rain.

2011-05-06T01:36:00.002+08:00

Not in an open relationship. We are just two girls who happen to stumbled into each other somewhere around June last year and went along together through the months by doing crazy things together.

Pulau Suri 2.

2011-05-06T01:23:00.003+08:00

picture credits to Ayie Nazri.

The journey to Pulau Suri at Kelantan from a small jetty nearby Pantai Mek Mah just cost us RM10 for the boat fare. Its a 20 minutes boat ride under the hot scorching sun. But the memories and laughters we had are worth it. :)

#Bakarline 2

2011-05-04T23:08:00.005+08:00

We were just out to the mall for a while to grab that 50% discounted sandal at Vincci Padini and then that rm8 Orphan dvd when my bff Farrah Aien dragged me to the bundle at the middle of the mall. I can't help myself but to go through the rack and scanned the shirts, dresses and skirts one by one. I'd found a few nice pieces but decided to land on only one dress because of my tight budget. T_T Oh my, we found these dresses and both of these dresses cost only for RM15. Yes, for two of them. Talking about spending on expensive clothes? Naah, we don't do that. We like to shop, but we shop smart. Doesn't have to spend on a RM100++ watch, or RM40-RM50 sandal, when you can get for only RM20 during sale time. Doesn't have to spend up to RM300 Levi's jeans when you can find an original one for RM150. You can buy those branded things and pretty things, but you must be smart in buying them at the same time. I'm sure most of the girls have these kind of tricks up on their sleeves, right? It's in our nature! :)

I am pretty sure most of my money goes to snacks, food, movies and err "lepaking-session" at mamak.

#Bakarline

2011-04-29T03:38:00.003+08:00

Hanging out with adinda Farrah Aien to the mall, checking out her skirts, my dvds, blah blah blah, anyway I'll be working yaw. :)

Passion.

2011-04-28T04:31:00.004+08:00

If you guys had been following my blog since last year, you guys might know that I did have my own photography Facebook page which now, I have closed down. Getting know and be friends with other high-talented and experienced photographers of Huru Hara Community makes me feel a little low-esteem. Okay, may be a lot. So low-esteem that at some point I purposely didn't bring my camera and gave the reason 'no battery' and as a result, I had to become their talents. That's the reason behind the many new pretty pictures of me. Pretty because of their photography skills, not because of my no-commercial-value-face-and-pose.

But photography is still my passion and hobby. I will still be taking more and more pictures and work more on my skills. All of my works will be in this album. I have a travelogue plan in my mind right now, which I might start to work on by next week. Hope it will goes well. Brace for it! :)

By the way, here's another inspiration of mine: Jose Villa.

Mueinuddin.

2011-04-28T02:44:00.001+08:00

credits to Muein Mahadi

Some of the photos by Muien Mahadi from the previous outing. Check out his works at Muienuddin.

Paint Me Green.

2011-04-26T17:44:00.002+08:00

picture credits to opaqstudio

Hye there! I'm coming home :)

In Denial.

2011-04-25T02:42:00.003+08:00

credits to Jihan Meghaa Ismail

The blink of your eyes,

The smile on your face,

The tone of your voice,

The tips of your fingers,

The gestures of your hands,

The words that you convey;

All of them says three words clearly to me:

"I'm in denial"

Pulau Suri.

2011-04-25T02:15:00.002+08:00

picture credits to Muein Mahadi.

Last outing with Huru Hara Community, probably, for this year.

Positive thinking.

2011-04-24T22:37:00.005+08:00

tak buta.

tak bodoh.

tak tuli.

untuk bezakan yang mana untuk aku yang mana bukan.

untuk tafsirkan yang mana untuk aku yang mana bukan.

tak apa.

mungkin kau salah faham.

dengan kata aku.

Told Ya, Jealousy Gonna Kills Ya.

2011-04-24T10:51:00.005+08:00

picture credits to opaqstudio

What is it with your hatred and jealousy that makes you questioned every single things that others did? The hang out activities, the fun times they had, the money they spent for foods, the delicious foods they ate, why must you questioned and condemned that every little details? You yourself had done it before, and now you are questioning others. You lose to your jealousy. You lose to your hatred. If you don't care about that person anymore, you won't make a fuss about anything they did, even about a tiny picture of themselves. She won.

It's Gonna be Alright.

2011-04-21T14:22:00.002+08:00

I just know, it's gonna be alright.

Someone will come and catch me when I fall.

Someone will. :)

Kukubesi at Kota Bharu (KB at KB).

2011-04-17T19:05:00.005+08:00

The day I'd arrived at my campus, some of the Huru Hara Photographers Community already text and bbm me, saying that they can smell that I am back. Haha. So nice of them. That evening, I meet them at Kukubesi's event. Kukubesi kinda remembers me from the event at Uptown Damansara, and he's coming to Kuantan probably on 7th and 8th May. I'm gonna be at home by that time! Woots. Abang contact saya bila abang turun Kuantan okay? Okay, that sounds like slut. -.-" But he's not a snobby guy and friendly. :)

We Live Only Once, So Might As Well Enjoy the Life As It Is. Do What You Wanna Do Before You're An Old Wrinkly Person Or Before You Die.

2011-04-16T23:03:00.003+08:00